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Lesson 24
Once Glenda walked away, my brain shifted into hyper self-examination. I asked my therapist whether I had so much as once raised the issue of my marriage over the previous year. He indicated I’d said nothing. What had I missed? How could I have been so blind? Most of all, how could Glenda do this to me!?
Lesson 25
A proverb I have long followed states that chance favors the prepared mind. Advancing successfully out of chaos required first turning my lights on. To learn the truth of my marriage’s demise demanded me to alter my search, vectoring away from its human dimension. Through a willingness toopen my eyes and look honestly, I hoped eventually to see what I could not before.
Lesson 26
At this point, I had freedom’s light to guide me forward. Yet I continued falling in and out of hopelessness. The emotional devastation I’d recently suffered kept haunting me. I’d regained both movement and the ability to live freely. However, I still spent my day-to-day life fighting off despair without Glenda at my side.
Lesson 27
We each have our own definition of love. Grace’s version of love facilitates the expression of who I am. By offering truth through love’s filter, I make it audience friendly. I’ve found I cannot stay inside Grace’s light unless each step includes love’s infusion. Without it, painting with Grace will fail due to an inability to adhere to the canvas. Attempts to do otherwise are invariably the result of my Self’s manipulation to serve its own end. Speaking with a quiet, abiding love is the only language my conscience knows.
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Following the guidance of my conscience had lifted me to an entirely new level of graceful awareness. The mental/emotional vacuum I’d existed in after Glenda’s departure became filled with graceful purpose. I now held Grace’s keys of freedom and presence along with discovering an ever-expanding love for the good soul I am. Thanks to this empowerment, I could see a state of Grace’s bright lightannouncing the start of a new day.
Lesson 28
Glenda was gone, a fact I had not only come to accept but greeted as a graceful opportunity to begin my life anew. The question I asked was not so much where I was going, but where I belonged. With no children, the most meaningful thing in my life was what Glenda and I had created, our lake compound. Together, we had fashioned a home of beauty and comfort in an exquisite setting. With Glenda no longer an integral part of my life’s meaning, our home quickly took her place. In a sense, the lake compound, our child, provided benevolent comfort even though Mommy had chosen to walk away from Daddy.
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